Torauma
ha-to kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga watashi wo shihaisuru
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
chiisai koro no itai kioku wo
eguru youni kare wa kiku no
kako no koi to kazoku no goto to
kimi no goto wo motto oshiete to
purofu wo tsukuru to hyouka wa dou na no
kusai mono ni wa futa wo shiteta kedo
katagaki nara saikou papa naraba inai yo
moto kare wa mochiron tsuyoi hito yo
souyuu onna no yo shinpai narago muyou
soredemo watashi wo aishiteru to
itte kureru hito dokoka ni iru no
otona ni naru koru uso ga fueru
ningen wo nikumi takute
nikume nakute utatteru
ha-to kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga futaru wo hikihanasu
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
ha-to kata no janguru de yuiitsu
kiyomeru no wa namida no oashisu
I'm crying, crying Daddy
I'm crying, crying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
ni hon no ashi ni hande wo motsu aru
onna no ko ga tennyuu shitekita
kurasu naka minna te wo sashinobeta
chiyahoya sareta ichinen hodouda
nokotta tomodachi wa tatta hitori datta
nara hajime kara yasashiku sunna
hoeteru suteinu aru ko ga hirou
kamitsukareta to ikatte mata suteru
kamitsuite touzen obiete touzen
hokensho ni oware hito ni suterarete
urami wa fuete nikushimi wa umare
atashi no you ni nirami tsudzukeru
nande minna jibun to chigau to
uwabe dake no yasashisa kureru no
I want you, want you Daddy
I want you, want you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
torauma sura uketomete ikiru
konna watashi wo dareka tsutsun de
Keep trying, trying Daddy
Keep trying, trying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
waraeru hi waraeru hi
Father help me Father help me
mada mada ne mada mada ne
Mother help me Mother help me
sukuwareru mukuwareru
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
matsu hikari matsu hikari
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
aisareta koto nado nai no
dakara kana aishikata
wakaranai no shiritai yo
oshiete yo shinjitai yo
ha-to kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga watashi wo shihaisuru
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
chiisai koro no itai kioku wo
eguru youni kare wa kiku no
kako no koi to kazoku no goto to
kimi no goto wo motto oshiete to
purofu wo tsukuru to hyouka wa dou na no
kusai mono ni wa futa wo shiteta kedo
katagaki nara saikou papa naraba inai yo
moto kare wa mochiron tsuyoi hito yo
souyuu onna no yo shinpai narago muyou
soredemo watashi wo aishiteru to
itte kureru hito dokoka ni iru no
otona ni naru koru uso ga fueru
ningen wo nikumi takute
nikume nakute utatteru
ha-to kata no janguru ni hisomu
torauma ga futaru wo hikihanasu
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
ha-to kata no janguru de yuiitsu
kiyomeru no wa namida no oashisu
I'm crying, crying Daddy
I'm crying, crying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
ni hon no ashi ni hande wo motsu aru
onna no ko ga tennyuu shitekita
kurasu naka minna te wo sashinobeta
chiyahoya sareta ichinen hodouda
nokotta tomodachi wa tatta hitori datta
nara hajime kara yasashiku sunna
hoeteru suteinu aru ko ga hirou
kamitsukareta to ikatte mata suteru
kamitsuite touzen obiete touzen
hokensho ni oware hito ni suterarete
urami wa fuete nikushimi wa umare
atashi no you ni nirami tsudzukeru
nande minna jibun to chigau to
uwabe dake no yasashisa kureru no
I want you, want you Daddy
I want you, want you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
torauma sura uketomete ikiru
konna watashi wo dareka tsutsun de
Keep trying, trying Daddy
Keep trying, trying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
waraeru hi waraeru hi
Father help me Father help me
mada mada ne mada mada ne
Mother help me Mother help me
sukuwareru mukuwareru
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
matsu hikari matsu hikari
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
aisareta koto nado nai no
dakara kana aishikata
wakaranai no shiritai yo
oshiete yo shinjitai yo
Trauma
Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle
Is the trauma that has a hold over me
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
It brings up painful memories
When he asks me to tell him
More about my former lovers,
More about my family and myself, too
What would you think of me if I told you
I cover up the ugly side of me?
It would have been perfect if not for my dad
Of course my former lover was strong
But I'm a strong person too
So don't worry about me
Even so, who will say he loves me
Because the lies increase as we grow
I want to hate a certain someone
But I cannot hate him so I sing instead
Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle
Is the trauma that pulled us apart
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
Only in a heart-shaped jungle
Is there an oasis of tears that purifies
I'm crying, crying Daddy
I'm crying, crying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
When a girl with handicapped legs
Came to school
Everyone gave her a helping hand
But one year after the big fuss
Only one person remained her friend
So why be kind from the start?
An abandoned dog barks, a boy picks it up
It angrily bit him and was abandoned again
Naturally it bit, naturally it was scared
It had been chased, it had been abandoned
As resentment increases hatred is born
Like me the dog protects itself
Why am I any different from the others
Who pretend to be nice and kind?
I want you, want you Daddy
I want you, want you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
I can take this trauma
If I have someone beside me
Keep trying, trying Daddy
Keep trying, trying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
When I can smile, when I can laugh
Father help me Father help me
Not yet not yet, not yet not yet
Mother help me Mother help me
Please save me, please help me
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
Wait for the light, wait for the light
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
I was never shown any love
So I don't know how to love
I don't understand but I want to know
Please show me how so I can believe
Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle
Is the trauma that has a hold over me
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
It brings up painful memories
When he asks me to tell him
More about my former lovers,
More about my family and myself, too
What would you think of me if I told you
I cover up the ugly side of me?
It would have been perfect if not for my dad
Of course my former lover was strong
But I'm a strong person too
So don't worry about me
Even so, who will say he loves me
Because the lies increase as we grow
I want to hate a certain someone
But I cannot hate him so I sing instead
Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle
Is the trauma that pulled us apart
I need you, need you Daddy
I need you, need you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
Only in a heart-shaped jungle
Is there an oasis of tears that purifies
I'm crying, crying Daddy
I'm crying, crying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
When a girl with handicapped legs
Came to school
Everyone gave her a helping hand
But one year after the big fuss
Only one person remained her friend
So why be kind from the start?
An abandoned dog barks, a boy picks it up
It angrily bit him and was abandoned again
Naturally it bit, naturally it was scared
It had been chased, it had been abandoned
As resentment increases hatred is born
Like me the dog protects itself
Why am I any different from the others
Who pretend to be nice and kind?
I want you, want you Daddy
I want you, want you Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
I can take this trauma
If I have someone beside me
Keep trying, trying Daddy
Keep trying, trying Darling
dandan dandan dandan dan remember
When I can smile, when I can laugh
Father help me Father help me
Not yet not yet, not yet not yet
Mother help me Mother help me
Please save me, please help me
What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
Wait for the light, wait for the light
Can you hear me? Can you hear me?
I was never shown any love
So I don't know how to love
I don't understand but I want to know
Please show me how so I can believe
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